ventilation.

my mind is elsewhere lately.

and i'm not sure i like it. i feel like i'm having an out of body experience, seeing myself from above, rather than being inside my own body.

i zombie around all day because i can't sleep. i'm either distracted, or my mind's too crowded to settle. i've been thinking and even worrying about things i shouldn't. i'm not sure i want to disclose what that is exactly.

i need to get away. i'm going on vacation in about a week. but i need a vacation from myself, if possible. i should be shipped out to an island all alone. and just be away from everything and everyone. when i start going crazy, i'll come back.

i'm excited either way. i've never been outside the US, so it's going to be a good experience.

oh, and what's the deal with this new credit card act? my car payments were so amazingly lined up with my paycheck, every 2 weeks. now i'm gonna be strapped for cash every 28th. what is that bullshit?

i'm just annoyed at everything. people aggravate me. i need drugs to help me sleep apparently.

87654321.

i'm ready.